Stray

After thinking about what makes my mind work the way it does ;
i have come to the following conclusions that;

-- it is an individual entity, even my intrusion is not allowed
-- it ultimately does what it wants, my actions n efforts do not matter

-- when i am happy, it makes me cry
-- when i am sad, it maked me pretend
-- when i am fine, it makes me scream
-- when i want to scream, it makes me behave
-- when i want to do things, it makes me lazy
-- when i am lazy, it forces me to work
-- when i am sane, it makes me insane
-- when i need to go crazy, it compels me to stay calm

each day i think i am in control, each nite i realise i am being controlled