(1) i think that we should keep our gobs sealed when it isn't really necessary to exhale certain trains of thought which are cryptically voiced out, leaving a severed understanding.
especially when the environment is jolly , and the adjectives are all happy.
(2) i also think it takes a lot, to keep away from unnecessary unhappiness and wasted moments.
wasted moments thanks to the silence which hangs, and the distance which creeps in, and the body that cringes, and the eyes that lose the twinkle, and the smile which is forced...
(3) i also think that one must open one's gob (thereafter) and clarify point (1) when the thought was 'xyz' and the expression resonated 'abc' so as to prevent the occurrence of point (2) happening.
i would like to say here, for no one's information but only as a reminder to myself, that i fail miserably executing point (3) and then (2) is almost inevitable.
it has nothing to do with ego. or sudden loss of speech. i get quiet and sad myself, perhaps at my first execution gone haywire [point (1) --->leading to point (2) ]. it kind of cripples my otherwise verbose neatly laid out expressive stream of thoughts.
i do think i speak my mind quite well.
but i also know when i do not speak my mind well, i ruin it pathetically.
3 comments:
1) --> "Severed understanding" is painful, Yes... And,
2) --> I can say nothing but empathize. But,
3) --> communication is the kicker. Of the pail, of the stool. Take it from someone who says 50 things that get interpreted as 100 when all he's trying to say is the one thing no one gets after all.
Now naturally all of the above is no help to you at all, save a cryptic sense of possibly misplaced empathy... But what the heck.
Goes to show you wrote a killer.
Bottomline: As someone we both admire keeps parodying - "We're all learning"
kya tha yeh..
i didnt get any bit of it....
and the comment above...woh kuch samajha nahin :(
Point (1) --> Point (2) --> Point (3) --> Point (1) --> Point (3) ---> Point (2) --> Point (1) --> Point (2) --> Point (3) --> Point (1) --> Point (3) ---> Point (2)...hmm... i am lost... vicious cycle...
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